Bros as said, i know it wont lead me to anywhere. when we are togther, we didnt really talk much about sex, or have sex... is the feeling. once in awhile then we will do it... happness being together.. is more of being happy together. yes i know she giving me hard time cause i like her. she did do something for me that really care and spare a thought for me. if for bros who just dun have feeling. of course you will love it. i am controlling my emotion. i cant even sleep , cause i really miss her alot.. yes she will go back once the time is up.... as i said, all bros i am still waiting and i am really trying not to kc myself... the effect just to strong... everybody think different.
sometime the more you think, the more wild imagination goes. just be normal and see what will happen...

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我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

If you will me, what will you do??? what the plan then??

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我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

Make thing simple,

1) She didnt kc me, is i self kc...
2) she very honest with me, she hide from me thing which i dun like to hear like her work stuff.. can talk about everything.
3) i didnt really give her much money.
4) she will always meet me when she got the time. we enjoy each other companion. when ever i share with her my problem she will give me a listening ear.
5) we wont be ended up togther but enjoy while it lasts. and i really trying my best.
6) the more i think and ask, the more i am sad and went crazy.. i know she got other man to support her also.
7) is her job to be here to serve bros for her service.
8) i will get out of her sight once her thing is done. i yet to see the real true colour of her.
i really dun know what she want from me???

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我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

you have not reached the level of serious kc cos your mental state has been out on guard mode since day one. not much money have been lost and so that is why you still in dream land.

Some people would refuse to wake up until they are hit by the feeling of having their finger burnt

read my 1st post to u in this thread again bro, she could be using u as her emotional support, which to her, is easily dispensible since her priority is to earn her living here, not love. which in another word, means to her u r dispensible. u can consider it a temporary companionship, helping one another to fill each's loneliness, u get the sex, she gets the companionship. she gives u abit of GFE, which is casual to her since she gotta use them to entertain many different guys everyday. it's her SKILL. have u ever wrked in a sales or service line b4 bro? if u do u will realise all these GFE are skills which one can easily pick up in a matter of time to perform their required roles, to please their customers, to stroke their egos so that they will take out their notes willingly.

read those i hv highlighted in bold. u yrself knw it's self KC. which means all along its only u who is 自作多情, thinking too much abt the 'relationship'. u still rem u said she has a BF? wat happens to the BF nw? did she break off with him becos of u? i suppose u dont want to knw the answer too, wat u want to knw is does she ever LOVE u? judging frm what u have posted since the beginning of this thread, i can tell u, the answer is NO. its possible she does have abit of 好感 towards u but at the end of the day, u gotta face the reality that there will be no +ve outcome btw u 2 as u have already admitted yrself that u cant tolerate seeing her getting bonked by other guys day-in day-out. so wat to do nw bro? give up all HOPES that she will come crawling back to u. face the cold hard fact that she is a WL. find a decent gf to fill yr loneliness in case yr imagination start running wild. dont ask them for their numbers next time cos u cant afford to 'play' with them.

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I will shut out all the emotions out, and just let my lust take over. If she need help and it is within my means to do so, I will do it. If not, then just too bad.

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I missed my most noble clan of scholars.

As usual, I went there for pleasure-seeking and she came to make money out of me and we both end up together.

Two persons with different objectives ending up on the asle...

bro u keep on like dis ah very2 dangerousleh..u know oredi sumtink wrong but y only now u wan 2 ask 4 help..c ah even ur frens oso wans u 2 stop c her oredi..dont give reasons or excuses 4 urself oredi..b4 u totally lost urself!!!if can pls totally ignore her phone calls n avoid meet her..give urself a chance bro..outside deh still got alot 2 c n discover..happy hunting!

Hi all bros..... i am still okie... well, i am still good and fine... i am still with the WL. nothing much to update...

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我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

you are helpless braddah. we cannot help you. defy all rationallity because you are pussy whipped by a whore. how logical is that?

Please update us on any outcome.

Consider the following:

1) Don't contact her for 2 to 3 days.
2) If she has been attempting to contact you consistently, sms back that you have been retrenched by your company due to the economic crisis.

Her reaction to the above situation will show you if there is any real love involved.

Caveat: If she is really clever, she might try to meet up with you in order to ascertain if you are telling the truth. It is important you do not answer her calls or meet her in person if you are a poor actor.

I have seen intelligent, successful men reduced to putty by women so don't beat yourself up.

Cheers!

Haiz... suspicion is the Killer of all r/s. If you doubt her, dun continue...

Their life is sometimes tough enough without us trying to add pressure... so wat if she cares... Maybe now but will she still care tomorrow.

If you dun want to... move on.

No one is forcing you to live in your dreamworld. If you want to continue, face the facts...It is the same with every girl, FL or not.

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In full retirement WEF 1 Sep 08.

Hex? Yupz... I think so..

Mickey or Mika?

Bro, don’t be too worries of what is the outcome. There is nothing wrong if you fall in love with her or KC by her.

When I married my wife, I promised her that she will be the only one in my whole life. But damn, who can promise what can happen tomorrow? Just guard your money well. If you have no plan to marry someone yet then just enjoy her accompanies now.

Even you married the best woman; you will also get sick with her in few years to come. Nobody can KC will by then...

I am back, well i do enjoy her accompany... she very truthful to me. tell me the truth. everything now, no more lie. i become her bf, well she do have alot of customer ask her out for supper or overnight. giving her money. she tell me everything. i dun know why. i cant accept it. initially i can, but now i cant.. i see so many Bros buy her things give her money, do so much things for her. but she didnt ask anything from me now, i am really sick and really sian already... it become jealously....... there once i see her with her customer outside. i really cant do anything cause she already tell me about it. anyway she meet me everynight and i become very very tired.... i do really love her..

two option now,
1)stop and dun ever see her anymore. wait till it fade.

2) just dun be bother and ren ren ren.... i get what i wan and i am in win win situation, only that i lost my KC( that the worst )

Really very dilemma.... i also dun know what i want.... i am damn lost.....

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我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己