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Old 03-08-2006, 03:34 AM
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ya sorry man.. busy busy busy.. well.. let me continue to relate the story man..

so ya.. as i was saying things were pretty much normal.. the normal kind of relationship a tuition teacher and a student shd have.. of course got to know each other a little better.. i noticed that every lesson, at least one of her family members would be around, either her brother or parents.. was never left alone with her.. really cant help it man.. till today i still remember her pretty face.. very unique features.. sharp and nice.. Wheet.. the best part was, my results were improving and my parents were very happy with her.. however, because school came up with stupid extra lessons after school, i had to push my tuition to weekend.. sucks la.. there goes my time with my girlfriend.. cause it was in the afternoon, 2pm till 4pm sometimes dragging till 4.30.. so really didnt meet my girl at all.. initially, it was still alright.. she was alright with it.. then after 2 weeks she became impatient.. i kept giving in to her, let her say, nag nag nag.. i'm sure lots of bros have this experience.. but i told her i was having tuition, not as if i went out with girls or something bad.. all she did was to demand more time.. sigh.. young girls..

Of course, expected, she broke up with me on a friday and got together with this really fugly guy man the very next moment.. i tell ya.. pimples all over.. maybe to think of it now, she did it to spite me.. but compare me to him, i'm damn 101% sure i looked better.. there goes my 1st love man... and it happened that this saturday when i was having my tuition, jessica's boyfriend came over.. he was in army uniform and well i just reached her place, the boyfriend was about to leave.. he's not bad.. tall, tanned, well built, very boyish face.. when she closed the door behind me, i asked :"boyfriend ar? not bad eh.. quite a good catch.." "he's ok only la.. but no time for me.." jessica replied me.. "ya.. need to spend more time together, else, sometimes things cannot work out.." i said as i took out my textbooks ready to study.. although i was still a little upset about my break up, i didn't say anything nor put a sad face.. just normal.. maybe beside jessica, i felt rather warm.. i wasn't sure if that's the kind of warmth u get from a sister.. but i liked her presence.. that day, her parents were at home.. i remembered because her mother baked cookies and offered some to me smells really good..

throughout the week, i was still thinking about my girl.. really upset that she left me over some fugly creature.. but life goes on.. i tend to think of her when i'm on my way to school, i wish i'll bump into her on my way home, i wish she'd understood my problems and encourage instead of quarreling with me.. sigh.. was feeling really dejected.. as if something was missing.. i'll look at my pager and wished she'd msg me sweet stuffs and i'll rush at every beep wishing it was her.. the feeling of lost sucks to the core man.. hated it like fuck... but i told myself, i'll have to get over it and concentrate on my studies. it was O level's year after all..

common test week
finally, my 1st test of the year came, the common test.. and of course the much awaited chemistry paper was waiting for me.. it was in march.. just before the school holidays.. i took the paper and for the 1st time in my life, i understood the questions.. not wanting to let jessica down, i really put my heart n soul to the paper.. making sure my answers made sense and there was no careless mistake.. and for the 1st time in my life, i passed the chemistry paper even my chemistry teacher was shocked... haha.. got all the results on friday before school holidays.. my overall results were quite good.. can't wait to share the good news with jessica.. hoo...

once i reached home on friday, i quickly put the chemistry paper in my bag, so i won't forget to bring it for tuition the next day.. haha.. played games and for that moment, i totally kinda forgot i just broke up with my girl 2 weeks ago.. so bros, that is why i wonder if i really did loved her..

on that saturday, i happily made my way to jessica's house.. saw her boyfriend again, but this time, he looked really unhappy, and fierce.. i avoided his path, his face really looked damn fierce, like want to eat up people.. we walked passed each other on the corridor and i quickly went up to see wad happened between him n jessica.. Kaypo ma.. when i reached the door, i saw jessica crying.. she saw me, quickly wipe her tears and put up a strong front, opened the gate for me and sat down at the table.. i dun noe how to react at all.. all that was in my mind was, what should i do? so i went over, sat down and just stone there.. then i asked her softly" jessica, do you want to change the tuition lesson to another day?" "no, just give me a minute to cool down.. we'll start in 5 mins" she replied and made her way to the toilet to wash up.. when she came out. i already put my test paper, textbooks all on the table.. she gave a little smile and said:" oh, u passed your test, happy? see i told you u need to just put in some effort and u'll be able to do well" "ya, thanks to your good teaching methods, by the way, tell you what, since i just finish my test, and its holiday next week, we'll take a break today ok? we'll just chit chat.." i asked her also noticed that today nobody was at home just her.. "hmmm, why not, ok, we'll just celebrate today because u passed your test.. and u'll come next tues for a make up lesson.. let me get some snacks and drinks.." and walked off to the kitchen.. somehow, i just feel a little heartache to see her force a smile on her face although she was feeling really bad inside.. she came out with coke, some potato chips and other snacks, signalled me to go to the sofa.. i went there sat down.. and helped myself to the snacks..

"so you just quarelled with your boyfriend?" i enquired
"hmm, well, since u saw, i'll just tell you the whole story... we've been dating for a half a year already.. he's been a caring boyfriend all along.. very caring, very honest, very nice, a boyfriend girls would die for.. but recently, he changed, he dun contact me much and sometimes even don't answer my calls. i thought he was just busy with his army work and didn't have enough time for me.. but i kept asking myself would sending a sms take very long, probably less than 3 mins and he couldn't even do that? but i didn't confront him, just kept everything inside me.. finally, i asked him if there was a third party yesterday on sms.. told him that he just needed to come clean with me... he finally replied on sms saying he was confused because he liked someone else..." when she said all these, her tears come down again... i felt sad for her too, as in how you would feel when someone really close to you cried...
"then why did he come today? shows that you still meant something to him right?" i asked her.. and moved my body closer to her.
"ya.. he still come today, at first he asked me if he could be together with me but at the same time like another girl.. he says he's still young and he wants to try going out with different girls to know who's suitable for him... of course i didn't allow him to.. and we quarrelled.. he said that i was being selfish.. i didn't know how to react and i just told him to go and never come back. and that jerk actually told me to remember wad i said to him.. he told me not to come back to him as well.." upon finishing that sentence, she cried..
i went over to her 2 seater sofa and hugged her.. told her not to cry and its ok.. she'll still have friends and pple who love her and would not hurt her.. i said all the things a normal person would say to a person who just fall out of love... then i told her, i ain't much better.. also just broke off with my girl because of another guy.. bla bla bla..
for that day it was like a crying tuition instead of a normal one...