Become a Memory

[discordpiggy]

I am going to necro your thread and hijack it! lololol!

unfortunately what i had blanked out and blocked out all these years, re-surfaced 2nites ago (wednesday nite). I am not going to write out the entire story. But it was sort of similar to your chapter 1. When I read your story it did not hit me. It was until I was looking for something on Wednesday night that triggered this.

I thought I have well buried this part of my life but it suddenly decided to re-surfaced. why now, I honestly do not know, maybe I am supposed to have a mental spring cleaning!

OMG! shit! it was that fateful night that night that I met him. At 16 Nassim Hill. I was alone and he was alone too... he just got back from overseas... we were at a club... I was just bored drinking... I was totally nerdy and ugly... with really long black curly hair and thick thick glasses. He was super tall, suave and model face... with small beady eyes! I like guys with beady eyes...I don't know... I was at the bar counter alone... ordering my shots... he had a whole bottle... then he offered me his drinks.. I cannot remembered how much I drank... He saw me having shot after shot... hence he offered his bottle.

So one thing lead to another... and I was chatting away with him... by 3am... dang! I wasn't even drunk at that time... the clubbing ended... so naturally the whole club was brightly lit! I was like OMG, you could see my thick cement make-up liao...

so he said, "Shall we go for a ride?"
me: "huh? simi?! ride, orh, ok lor" (I was thinking wah hosei liao... got free ride home save cab fare... my friend abandoned me liao)

Ok, let's give him a name. David.

I thought he was driving... a car... but NO! to my surprise, it was a bike... Yamaha 1100 virago... black.

me: "huh?! that the ride?! Bike ah?!" "Wah! so chio!" my eyes popped out!
David: "yah! hahaha! nice right?!" "I passed you the spare helmet..."
me: took the helmet from him... then fiddle with it.. "where's the buckle?"
David: "come, I help you la!"

David started the engine, and I got on... wah 2nd time on bike but 1st time on a nice big cc bike... 1st time I rode on a bike was on a 400cc racer, red... so shiok! when cornering...ok that racer was another story. hahaha! now then I remember the red racer also got story...hhehehe!

Back to David. We moved out of 16 Nassim hill... he asked me at traffic light turned red at International Building... "where do you want to go?", "huh? (again,) I don't know, you driver ma." I said... He smiled: "you relax." Then I realised something not right... why people in the car staring... oh shit! my short skirt flying!!!! I wasn't drunk for I totally forgot I was wearing a beige thin flowy short skirt... wind blow the skirt would just fly off... LOL! Jialat! don't know how to tell him... must wait for him to stop driving... no choice cao geng liao lor. whahhahaaa!!!!

We went off and up to a dark winding road... when we arrived, then I realised... it was Mount Faber. LOL! We stopped. And we started walking...I saw many cars along the way... all got water vapour one... wondering why?! LOL! Then I asked him...

Me: how come got water vapour one?!
David: there's people inside.
Me: oh...huh!? what?! inside do what?!
David: they happening la.
Me: OH! (a longer OH... ) ic.

then we continued to walk around... I saw more cars! hahahah!!! but can't see the people inside... then we stopped walking a while... suddenly, he tried to kissed me... timing was perfect... I turned my head... away from his face, when he came near! LOL!

I cannot make it right! so funny! I always catch no ball... satellite spoilt liao... cannot receive signal one! That was a sweet night. Nothing happeneded but super funny!

it was like this
陳潔儀-喜歡你MTV

[discordpiggy]

After that, he sent me home... then we exchanged numbers... pager and home number...hahahah!!! back then no hand phone... if have its the water bottle phone. too expensive.

one thing lead to another and we started seeing each other more often... I still cannot remembered much but we did checked into hotels... and we had sex. hahahha!!! oh! the best thing was, I was working in the hotel. We would sometimes check into the hotel I worked in... my front desk colleagues knew something was not right when I popped by the hotel in the middle of the night with a tall good looking guy... hahahah!!! The hotel was in Dunearn Road., no longer there now. LOL!

Yup!... we had sex... drinks... party... more sex... clubbing and karaokes... sex was fun and interesting because we were at it the whole night. mostly only slept for 2 hrs. T'was usually on Friday and Saturday nights... literally screwing like rabbits. I have absolutely no idea how many condoms he used during a night! and I liked riding on him! LOL!

Because he had nice physique and trained body, I could feel every inch of his muscle and his bear hug was very sensual because it literally wrapped and engulfed my little body perfectly. The feeling of "high" when having sex with him was beyond description, which I had never felt before... however, I was super impatient and was only concentrating on my personal orgasm. He was sometimes angry during sex, because I was super focus on cumming... he wanted it to last longer... I wanted quantity! LOLOLOL! It was intense as he felt the "grip" when he was in me and because of that, we were at it the whole night sometimes.

My boss noticed something about me... hahah! He asked me, why in the middle of the night some guy would checked into the hotel with me... must be the big mouth front desk folks but... I just kept quiet...Oh! some boyfriend la... I admitted, I have boyfriend la. big deal! diverted the topic..

We had sex very often and he would complaint. That I was sucking the life out of him!

張學友 每天愛你多一些

[discordpiggy]

it was too long ago and my memories fizzle out due to me blanking it and blocking it out...
I really can't remember much about the sex except it was hot and steamy...

Then as time goes by... it was just way too routine... mostly it was just sex and more of it... even though the more we had it, the more we needed it but it was just not enough to satisfy the lust... we were doing it 3-4 times per week...

Somehow, things took a wrong turn and we took some designer drugs... ice and ecstasy... we would club... gone crazy with ice and ecstasy... then went off for sex... we got bored with each other for screwing over dosed and decided to stop seeing each other. and eventually we broke up.

張學友 分手總要在雨天

[discordpiggy]

Suddenly after a month or so he called. However I was busy with work and I had to go for training seminar in JB for a few days. I told him I was staying at which hotel and that I would meet him after I got back. So he said ok.

On one of the training nights at the JB hotel resort, I got a knocked on the door at about 9ish at night... I was scared because being in the resort, golf resort, it was pitch dark outside because it was a 5star golf resort with 3 large golf courses and I was in a big room with a big bed by myself... I did not want to open the door... then he knocked the door again... and called my name... It was him to my surprised. I took him out for food and drinks at the hotel resort. We chatted and after that ended up screwing, again! LOL! Through out the night, and by 6ish in the morning... he told me he had to leave go back to his JB home. I knew about this but never asked him much. His parents were divorced.

After my training, I got back to Singapore. I did not hear from him for the next couple of weeks. Then he rang and apologised that he was held up at work. Oh! a little background of him...despite having a degree, he was doing construction work and helping at his dad's company. He was a very down to earth person and I never had to pay a single cent when we were together... even paying for 4-5 star hotel rendezvous... back then the classier hotels cost between S$150-S$200 per night, there abouts...

We decided to get together but to go slow this time... lesser sex... hahahah!!! however, it was easier said than done. We ended up screwing even on hot Sunday afternoons too! LOL! the intensity of sex with the heat from the weather... we were literally perspiring during sex. It was hot and steamy (hmmm... that's where all the water vapour cum from!) from our heated bodies making it wet and steamy, where he could totally take out his entire rod and shaft it back in again and we perspired while screwing each other's brains out. after which, we would shower together.

The hot steamy sex during afternoons was truly memorable and totally different experience. There was light BDSM in the play too. hahaha!!! I would sometimes tie him up. in bed. :P

that's my hair style back then... but in black, messy with curls. (mv below)

鄭秀文 (許志安 - 和音) - 唯獨你是不可取替

[discordpiggy]

Last instalment of my story. This story was dug up and written for my gf's reading pleasure. She wanted to know the story of me and David, which I had not told her for the 10years we were friends. How it started and ended. Why I had not wanted relationships. What has change me become the person I was after this turning point. When I started to abuse and torture myself, physically and mentally.

After the sunday afternoons trysts, David did not contact me for a while. I was also busy at work. I received a call at my office out of a sudden.

David: "What time you finish work today?"
Me: "huh? Why?"
David: "I am around this area ma. Doing some construction."
Me: "orh. usual lor. 6tish, 7pm.. anyways whatsupp?"
David: "wanna have dinner?"
Me: "Dinner? sure, but where?"
David: "Near your place la. more convenient for you."
Me: "my house there got food to eat meh... not nice one."
David: "have la."
Me: "ok lor. watever you say."
David: "I come pick you up at 7pm. you wait for me at the lobby of the hotel."
Me: "ok see you at 7pm"

7pm. I met David. He looked really cool in his plain polo tees and rugged jeans. Tall, standing at 1.82m with a well built body with muscles accentuating at all the right places. Small beady single eye lid eyes, squarish well chiseled jaw, topped with soft flowy natural curly black hair. His skin was smooth as silk and well tanned body. He was one of my many good looking boyfriends which I had absolutely no idea how I got to know, save for that bastard, short baldy guy, not even my boyfriend, how called me "ugly".

He was driving his usual construction truck for work. I got in. "hello!" I said to him. "hoseh bor?" He said. He was always a joker. Constantly making me laugh with all the right cues.

Me: "So, where are we going?"
David: "that green hawker center lor, i went there a few time le... for drinks"
Me: "wah, now so high class! drinking in hawker center!"
David: "aiya, ah pek la. so reduced to drinking at hawker center." he was just a year older than me only.
Me: "yah...u ah pek, I not hor."

We arrived at the green hawker center, parked the truck and went up to the food stall area and sat down to order dinner... then he said, "Let's order some beer." "Sure." I said. Dinner was as usual, lots of jokes and teasing... then at about 10.30pm when we decided to leave and split.

We got into the truck and drove off, he made a turn into my block car park and parked at one of the lots. I was like, huh, why did you stopped.

David: "ooi, your parents sleep liao?"
Me: "don't know le.. think so ba."
David: "I sleep at your place tonight can? Tomorrow morning go to site, near your place ma."
Me: "huh? u want to sleep over? ok lor, I still have your clothes anyways."
David: "I still have my shorts there."
Me: "yeah! I pass you my towel. you go shower then sleep.. tired liao!"

When we got home, parents gone to bed liao. so, we just let ourselves in and we went to my room. I took out his tees and shorts and passed him my towel. Sent him to the bathroom to shower. 10mins later, he came out of the bathroom, totally refreshed and his hair washed clean. I told him to go to bed or watch tv. My turn to shower. When I got out of the shower, he was already in bed, watching tv. I dried my hair, turn off the lights and climb into bed with him. Oh before that, whenever he drinks, his body kinda like turn reddish brown... hahhaha!!! good blood circulation eh... me... I would become pale as the moon... poor blood circulation... no matter how much I drink, I can never turn pink, don't even mention red.

I crept into bed lying beside him... I thought he was already fast asleep so I watched tv for a while and then off it. I turned to the other side of the bed and decided to just sleep. hmmm... I must have stirred him... suddenly his hands slipped into my tees, started groping my breasts and fondling it and playing with my nipples. I turned over and asked him, "ooi, you don't wanna sleep ah? got to wake up tomorrow early for work ah!" He totally ignored my comment and started kissing me. He then removed my tees and shorts, leaving only my panties on. He only had the shorts I gave me him anyways... He climbed on top of me and started kissing my neck and moving down to my breasts and sucking my nipples. I started moaning and his hands slided into my panties to stroke me and teased me... by then, I was really, really wet. Before I knew it, he had already took off my panties and his shorts.

I had no idea of his hardon, and also because I was already very wet, he inserted his rod straight away and started to pump. After pumping me for a while, me being skinny and light, he sat me up from the missionary position by using his one hand to lift me up. I was like a little ragged naked doll performing acrobatic sex. We were in a sitting up position facing each other, and I was super turn-on and started rocking in the sit up position and kissing him at the same time. This went on for quite some time as he was totally high too. It seem like forever, then he got a little tired and decided to lie down. By then, I was all horny and very wet and decided to go on to ride him in cow-girl position. He felt my breasts while I was riding on him and I was moaning away, riding him... as I rode, I sped up in rhythm. He whispered, "slow down!" Being horny and high, my mind blanked out when he said slow down and I wanted to cum. He whispered again.. "I want it to last longer." I was in ecstasy and could not comprehend anything but just followed his instructions to slow down the rocking rhythm...this went on for a good 10mins of heated sensual pumping on my part and he finally load off inside me...

We fell into deep sleep after we came. Little did I know, this was about the last time I had seen him... After a few weeks, I tried to call him. Started by paging him... and then calling his waterbottle mobile. Finally, someone answered my page. Phone ringing sound...

Me: "hello? David?"
Woman: "hello? You looking for David?"
Me: "oh yeah? You his sister?"
Woman: "erm.. no. I'm his mum."
Me: "oh! aunty, is David alright?"
Woman: "no. He is in the hospital."
Me: "huh?! What you talking about?"
Woman: "He got into an accident few days ago."
Me: "which hospital?"
Woman: "Tan Tock Seng Hospital."
Me: "Aunty, which ward?"
Woman: "xx ward, icu."
Me: "oh ok, I go see him."

WOW! Seriously, what's happening?! How did he got into accident? Many questions popped up... He was a very careful driver when I was with him and he was usually making sure that he was driving safely when I was on board, in his bike and his red hatch back car.

When I arrived at his ward, ICU... it was totally horrifying!!! The tall 1.82m good looking, well tanned, perfect build guy that I last had sex with was lying in the ICU bed with bandages all over his body and tubes running all over the place. He was also on the oxygen mask with the respirator pumping beside him. I walked up to his bed and was almost in tears... he was lying there motionless. Breathing through the mask with the respirator, and the pumping sound of the respirator was the loudest sound I was hearing in my brain in the deafening silence of the ICU ward... He did not even realised that I was at his bed side...as he was under strong sedation.

Apart from this, there was ANOTHER rude revelation creeping up at the same moment... Another girl walked in to the ward. It was a tall girl, standing at 1.7m with a pony tail, simple next door girl look, no make up in jeans and tees, like the typical girl from convent girl school which ALL guys like. She called him and tried to wake him, telling him that I was here. He could only mumbled "hi!" with his oxygen masks on. OMG! what truly unspeakable revelation! THAT woman was his GIRL FRIEND! I asked her, how did it happened and she said he was on his way home when the accident happened when another car slammed straight into him, at the driver's seat of his truck, when his truck was stationery near Yishun Ave 6.

For a good-looking guy like him, I always suspected that he had more than me... It did not hit me that I would meet his other girlfriends in this circumstance and made me wonder... how many others he had... Was I the 小三 or 小四 or worst even, 小五! Apart from seeing him lying motionless and couldn't even speak to me to explain, I almost fainted! There was a strong overwhelming feeling all over my body and my vision almost blur and blacked out... I quickly got up, and told the girl to look after him. Quickly walked out of the hospital and have some blood circulation.

After I got out, I realised, things happened for a reason. Had it not been for the accident, his flings would had never been exposed. And from then on, my heart turned cold. Never wanted any relationship or get involved. There was too many maybes in this world, nothing is forever or ever have any sweet endings. For this experience, I had decided to give up anything to do with the matters of the heart. This incident had also change my lifestyle and I had gone into excessive drinking, till one point I was an alcoholic addict... and eventually ended up with alcoholic gastritis...

"David, wherever you are, many thanks for the wonderful and not so wonderful memories during our time together. Yes, you can be sure that you will not and never ever be replaced. No one will be able to measure up to you because of your entertaining, intelligent, comical, caring and sensitive personality. I fell for your personality since the day I met you and you made me and my nerdy ugliness unique and special despite of my shortcomings and little irks. Even though I knew that you never like to be tied down and you did told me before that you would continue with your flings, I do hope you would think of your wife and I wish you the very best in your life and your future with your wife and family.

Sincerely yours, DP"

張學友 離開以後

[discordpiggy]

TS, many thanks for lending me 1 page of your blockbuster sexvanture, to hijack it to allow me to insert my snippet of sexvanture of my uninteresting life?! lol! PLEASE! cum back and continue your sexvanture that everyone's been waiting for since 18 December 2013!

I am also waiting for it... you owed me a basket of popcorn and dom perignon for waiting and its more than a month!

And a disclaimer to all Davids here in this forum. Sorry I had to use this name. Well, it IS really his name. and I am sorry that he is such a 3-4 timer and if any of you Davids are not such a person, please forgive me. Anyways, I figured he will not be reading this forum because he is not really computer posting in forum person, more of an "action packed" person, so I just use this name for reality sake.

[queeniegal]

Originally Posted by discordpiggy

TS, many thanks for lending me 1 page of your blockbuster sexvanture, t[/URL]

Dp your story is nice.. Everyone have their own stories. Life is full of ups full of down.. Every memories will make us stronger and smarter!

[discordpiggy]

Originally Posted by queeniegal

Dp your story is nice.. Everyone have their own stories. Life is full of ups full of down.. Every memories will make us stronger and smarter!

many thanks for spending time reading. I am not particularly proud of this at all. In fact, I had it buried and blanked out of my memory for the last 18yrs. Just that the only similarity was an accident which triggered my memory. Wrote it in the hope of clearing my emotional closet so that I could move on and since it had bits of sexual element in it.

Yes, definitely must be smarter, in such, I only love one person.

Myself.

[sam30sg]

It was after another month or so, Tiffany show up outside my room and wanted to talk to me and that was when I finally wake up........we talk for a long time, we talked about my love with Evelyn, our unborn gal and how I miss her and recover from the lost, the promise I made to Evelyn. I finally relies I had been wasting my life over the past months and the folly that I done, nothing can be undone and the only way is to buck up and continue with what I left behind. Tiffany again had pull me out of lost and she really the one that deserve the love and care that I left behind after Evelyn passing. I manage to graduate together with my peers a year later and continue with my internship and Tiffany since that day had become my soul mate, my love and my pillar in life. I finally conclude my story after a break of four months, nothing juicy in the end but at least is a beautiful conclusion and to end this story present a nice song that I love every much to all. Thanks for all the support.

[Angeldevilinone]

Thank you for sharing your life story.
It was indeed very touching
We were from the same era and the songs touched me also!
You marry tiffany in the end?

[nicklite]

Me: "hello? David?"
Woman: "hello? You looking for David?"
Me: "oh yeah? You his sister?"
Woman: "erm.. no. I'm his mum."
Me: "oh! aunty, is David alright?"
Woman: "no. He is in the hospital."
Me: "huh?! What you talking about?"
Woman: "He got into an accident few days ago."
Me: "which hospital?"
Woman: "Tan Tock Seng Hospital."
Me: "Aunty, which ward?"
Woman: "xx ward, icu."
Me: "oh ok, I go see him."

WOW! Seriously, what's happening?! How did he got into accident? Many questions popped up... He was a very careful driver when I was with him and he was usually making sure that he was driving safely when I was on board, in his bike and his red hatch back car.

When I arrived at his ward, ICU... it was totally horrifying!!! The tall 1.82m good looking, well tanned, perfect build guy that I last had sex with was lying in the ICU bed with bandages all over his body and tubes running all over the place. He was also on the oxygen mask with the respirator pumping beside him. I walked up to his bed and was almost in tears... he was lying there motionless. Breathing through the mask with the respirator, and the pumping sound of the respirator was the loudest sound I was hearing in my brain in the deafening silence of the ICU ward... He did not even realised that I was at his bed side...as he was under strong sedation.

Apart from this, there was ANOTHER rude revelation creeping up at the same moment... Another girl walked in to the ward. It was a tall girl, standing at 1.7m with a pony tail, simple next door girl look, no make up in jeans and tees, like the typical girl from convent girl school which ALL guys like. She called him and tried to wake him, telling him that I was here. He could only mumbled "hi!" with his oxygen masks on. OMG! what truly unspeakable revelation! THAT woman was his GIRL FRIEND! I asked her, how did it happened and she said he was on his way home when the accident happened when another car slammed straight into him, at the driver's seat of his truck, when his truck was stationery near Yishun Ave 6.

For a good-looking guy like him, I always suspected that he had more than me... It did not hit me that I would meet his other girlfriends in this circumstance and made me wonder... how many others he had... Was I the 小三 or 小四 or worst even, 小五! Apart from seeing him lying motionless and couldn't even speak to me to explain, I almost fainted! There was a strong overwhelming feeling all over my body and my vision almost blur and blacked out... I quickly got up, and told the girl to look after him. Quickly walked out of the hospital and have some blood circulation.

After I got out, I realised, things happened for a reason. Had it not been for the accident, his flings would had never been exposed. And from then on, my heart turned cold. Never wanted any relationship or get involved. There was too many maybes in this world, nothing is forever or ever have any sweet endings. For this experience, I had decided to give up anything to do with the matters of the heart. This incident had also change my lifestyle and I had gone into excessive drinking, till one point I was an alcoholic addict... and eventually ended up with alcoholic gastritis...

"David, wherever you are, many thanks for the wonderful and not so wonderful memories during our time together. Yes, you can be sure that you will not and never ever be replaced. No one will be able to measure up to you because of your entertaining, intelligent, comical, caring and sensitive personality. I fell for your personality since the day I met you and you made me and my nerdy ugliness unique and special despite of my shortcomings and little irks. Even though I knew that you never like to be tied down and you did told me before that you would continue with your flings, I do hope you would think of your wife and I wish you the very best in your life and your future with your wife and family.

Sincerely yours, DP"

張學友 離開以後
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I assure you, if all the above were truth. "David" is very peaceful.

Cheers TS!

I love the adventure of yours, sorry to hear that too.

Good thrill.

[MSA21]

Gd Noon..

This Is What I Strive Not To turn Into.. That is What By a Twist Of Fate.. God Asked me To Mend My Ways.. By Leaving Me A Princess To Care For..


Although Sometimes I Feel The Need To Keep Company.. Be It In A Good Or Bad Way..

Men Are Only Human.. There Is No Exceptions That He Can Elevate His Status To That Of A God..

[dantes inferno]

At first, the story was really hot and sexy and a real turn on... but when it came to the last bit...

Sigh. No happy endings huh? I can understand. But what if you went into it knowing his failings? Seeing, knowing and making peace with it.

But I might be the only weirdo here willing to deal with that.

[Rocode]

Wow.. If I Was In Your Position.. Confirm I Close all Gates To Humanity LOL

[wolfberry2]

Great story. Life is full of surprises, some nice, and some not so nice...