Re: My first love...21 years ago
On the way home I was thinkin if we have become a couple??!!...My mind was confuse coz I nvr heard fm her tt she hv broken off wz her bf...Only heard fm her colleague they hv split up coz the guy hv gone on to another girl...Thgh I wanted to hear it fm her abt her situation but I didnt pursue the matter
Maybe I was too happy to knw the truth fm her...I just take it tt they hv broken up aldy..When I reach home she called me...We hv been talking on de phone prior to this nite...We would be talking for at least 2 hrs b4 saying our gdnites...I told her I was very happy tonite & she also says tt she is very happy tt I finally hold her hand after goin out for abt 3 times...But after tt nite we couldnt talk for hours on the phone anymore coz singtel hv alter their billing system...Previously we just pay a mthly subscription and can talk for hours without additional cost...
But singtel hv alter the billing to per min billing!!!...It would cost a bomb to talk for hours each nite...Anyway since we hv become a couple we would meet each other daily aft our shift...But stimes our shift is not tt same...So we make it a point to meet each other for awhile if our shift are different...Just to hv a meal would make our day...Then one day she said she wanted to work part time on her day off in the cafe just to be with me...Of coz I was happy as I could see her...
On the very 1st time she work together wz me she gave me a letter & tell me to read in private...I was like "What is this??""...Before I could say athing she explain tt after reading the letter & I dont wat to be with her anymore,she would understand my decision..
That sentence gave me a shock...I dont knw what to think or react..She was tremblin abit when she hand me the letter...My mind was a total blank...Inside I was temblin also...What could the content of the letter be so important that she fear tt I might leave her..Many things cross my mind...Did she hv some kind of sickness...Could she hv a kid aldy??!!...Could she wat sthing fm me??!!
The coffeehouse was pack wz ppl bcoz it was a Saturday Hi-Tea time...After she pass me the letter she continue with her work...I was rooted at the spot..Aft abt 10 seconds my manage to compose myself & go to tell my supervisor I need to go for a toilet break...I need to read the letter so bad but at the same time I was scared...Then I made my way to the toilet wz the letter in my hand...Wz a deep breath I open the letter slowly...
TBC..
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