[Zeelova]

The ending to this story is coming soon - perhaps within the next few months. In mean time I am drafting episodes after episodes with various parts as we did something new each time we meet.

It saddens me of course. More than you guys can imagine.

But it does make me re evaluate my self - that I do deserve happiness and the right person will come along eventually. He doesn't find it fair to be with me since he can't stay.

Today is one of those days we had a very emotional chat and I drafted this:

You carried me to your world,
Do lay me down gently before you go,
Never bid me Goodbye,
Instead smile at me and just walk away.

If fate decree otherwise, we will meet again.

In mean time - meeting him again soon this weekend.