when betrayal and trust no longer make sense

[Delegate]

Please continue sis

[luckyminnie]

i was thinking quite hard on the ride back to office.
i think J's words hit me right at my heart.
i got quite emo and remain silent when walking from the carpark.

j- eh minnie u ok
m- ya y
j- no la u look so lost like that. tired is it
m- abit lor but we finish up abit first la tmr got meeting need to present to the board
j- ya u wan rest first not i can start first
m- aiya make some coffee should be fine

we went to the pantry and press the coffee machine . i and J press on the same button and our fingers brush each other's. awkward moment.

j- u purposely touch my hand ah!
m- ya , v smooth sia.

j was laughing away.
j- finally u tell joke ah i worry bout u leh
m- i'm fine la. u v loso leh
j- walao i worry u say i loso, then i don care u liao
m- u don care me then nobody care me liao
j- huh. why. i care la of cause.
then we took our coffee and went in to the office

the central aircon was off so i was feeling abit hot. i removed my cardigan and was only in my spag top. i could see J swallowing his saliva and staring at me as i did that.

J- eh u don do that wait i cannot control
m- u dun funny la
j- ya lor my taste where got so bad

i glared at him and stick out my tongue.
j- kidding ah don angry .
m- k la let's get back to work. don get distracted by me hor
j- honestly u look so pretty i think i can't do my work lei
m- rubbish la

shall not go into details about our discussion as i'll b revealing too much and readers may know who we are .

[luckyminnie]

i sat straight up and bend forward slightly, squeezing my boobs together, forming a deep cleavage.
meanwhile i was peeping at J who is sitting opposite me.
he was rather focused .
i gave a cough while still looking at my screen , trying to gain his attention unknowingly.

from the corner of my eye i know J was looking at me. he stared for a good 3 mins and i feel i can't take it. i just want him to hug me tight.... but i controlled myself at that moment.

few more mins have pass , he will stare at me for awhile then type on his lappy then repeat the whole process. it wasn't easy for me to concentrate knowing that his attention was on me. i manage to get my part done though hehee.

i stretch my arms and said hurray i'm done. J, how bout u?
J said he needed some help on the powerpoint slides .

i stood up and bend over to his laptop,giving him a close up view of my inside .
m- oh u need to do this, u go to slide master , add in this logo. where u save the logo? i add in for u.
j- errr ... in documents

after the logo was added and slides saved . we did a rehearsal on our presentation and we are done!
i look my watch , it was almost 9pm .

j- hey thanks for the help, u look tired, i give u a shoulder massage want?
m- u know or not one, don break my bones leh
j- u try la u will ask for more lor
m- ok fang ma guo lai

J came over to me and began his shoulder massage. it was really good. my muscles were so stiff and he manage to relax them and i could feel the ache slowly going off.

m- wah not bad leh. my back also aching leh. can massage lower a bit not.
j- sure ur wish is my command.

j powerful fingers slowly run down my spine and began massaging my lower back. however i cannot fully enjoy as my bra was in the way.
j- eh minnie, i can remove ur bra not. i cannot reach ur aching muscle leh
m- ok..
j unbuckle my bra and i could feel my boobs let loose. felt so relaxed and good as they have been covered the whole day and they need to breathe.

i was thoroughly enjoying the massage. i was feeling so good by his hands, his touch.
his magical fingers are making their way around my body.i yearn for him to touch me.....

j- minnie, u have a nice body....
he whispered in my ears.
i could feel goosebumps rising.......
i close my eyes enjoying every moment.

J then turn my chair ard and i was facing him. ...
we stare at each other in the eyes......:
my heart was racing ..... racing.... pounding....

[blacksky]

Setting up tent .

[xrage]

steamy story sister. pls do continue...

which actions are wrong or right, sometimes is hard to tell. Some good people do bad things and presumingly bad people do good things too.. what to say?